berdirinya aku tegak dan lurus seperti alif (aku boleh disambung tapi aku tidak boleh menyambung)

As much as we refuse to look back, I believe we still need to analyze what we have achieved so far out of this fucked up boredom.

Years pass, climbing up for another decade yet nothing guarantees at which stairs are we stood. By presence we prove we are counting more events, more acquaintances, some lead to damages, while very little embrace love.

We gather statistics and more figures that we thought we can help future for the better. We create lies, innovate more fantasies into a dream to realize them into our so-called ideal world. Self-created through an absorption of familiarities to at least by our own deception.   

Despite our trials and errors, we keep moving forward and pretend mistakes are inevitable. As long as we named human, we take it as they come and consistently apologize ourselves as it is the only way coping up with sanity.


We have been this down before, that makes you look back when you're on the top. How did it feel (by the way)? Are you happy when you are at 100% ignorant? Consuming made-up energies from heavens of the world to get through us for another day.