some words can really bring you down to prove that we are all a human being after all. no matter how righteous we think we are, i believe there are words can bring you down. to the bone.

some people told me everybody has left me alone. they were just pieces who tried to be there, just for the sake of being there. so i would remember they were those rare friends i could actually bear with. how cruel of them to say something like that? i got my complains too.

and there was this one young man told me. no wonder i havent been dating, nor to have a boy friend. nor to have a lover. it's just the way i am. a sick perfectionist.

what the fuck are you fuckers talking about? i just chose not to. i chose to be friends with you despite your intolerable characters because i just chose to. and i dont have to tell you that no one wants to be friends with you except me. i didnt have to tell you also that you are so not cool that people just dont want to talk about you. and all this while you've been trying to grow enviousness?

what the fuck in your mind bitches? how the fuck you could take it that other people have issues but not you? fuck you!